Soo Not Ready For This First Deployment!

Well My hubby is Deploying next week and i am now 9months prego and it sucks soo much cuz he wont be here for his first sons birth..things r a lil crazy lately with figuring out money for each month for bills and the kids and so on...but i have not cried i know he is leaving no matter what but maybe the tears will come the day he leaves...i know i will be strong through this deployment but just a lil scared takin care of a new born and 4yr old alone....really wishin he didnt have to go till after our son is born..

MrsAguon MrsAguon
22-25, F
Mar 4, 2009