I Am Really Stressed And Depressed!I am so sad. I don’t want everybody to ask me about my job. Now, I am very worried about my job. I graduated with a good degree in Accounting from A University of Economics 2 months ago. It’s really hard to find a job. When i apply for a job, the companies require work experiences. We are newly graduated students, so, we don't have any experience. I am 22 years old now, I truly truly want to get a job and earn money to support for my daily expense and my family’s finance. Now, I am at home and helping my parents on washing our clothes and dishes, clean the house and cook for all meals,... I am good at cooking ;). It's my pleasure when i cook and do housework. But i will more happy if i can help my parents about finance. I have tried many times to apply a job, I was so hard-working. My study result was good, I am not a stupid person, I could solve the difficult homework that some my best friends did not do them. I am highly dynamic and flexible in handling the situation and participating in group activities, but I am unlucky to get a job. I feel like there is a ghost to keep following me and ruin what I try. I have that feeling all the time. The more I hope about job, the better I am disappointed. I used to tell myself that after graduation, I would get a job, work hardly and I'll try to earn much money and help the poor people. But the truth is so unhappy. I did not even make money to raise myself, how can I help the other people?
While my best friends are busy with their job, I am still unemployed and sponging on my parents. I am craving for work, wanting to know the feeling of getting the first month’s salary will be like?
Besides, my resistance is weak, I often have the flu when the weather changes.Sometimes I have low blood pressure and headache all day. I also have sinusitis. I realize that I am not lucky at all.
Is it true that my previous incarnation I was a bad person, so I have had to bear the consequence of the mistakes of my previous incarnation on this incarnation. Did I do something wrong that the heaven wants to punish me like this. My life is very depressing. It ‘s passing me by there is nothing I can do about it…
I did not feel sad or stressed and depressed now, i get my part-time job, and i am happy with this ;) But i still have to work hard, and hope i will have many chances in my life. Thanks for all comments!
Woww, i get a good job now, and i am getting better ^^