It's No Use...

Hey man, I'm there too, and somehow I've been there for 35 years. All I can tell you is that even though my loneliness and sadness have never left me, over the the course of my life I have been there to help a few people along the way so even though I have never gotten out of my life what I needed or wanted the fact that I have helped make a few people's life a little more bearable means that I am supposed to be alive and even though you don't know it yet, you are supposed to be to. I'm not going to be one of those people that is going to tell you it will get better and that you will get you want, all I'm going to tell you is you will never find out if it will if you decide to end it. So please don't

Your life is important don't do it! I feel like this at times but realize there's always more to life

I want to die i dont want to live this way being unhappy when there is no reason i am helpless

Im so sorry that you feel this dont worry the future is full of surpises dont kill your self its not what you want to be remembered for

no don't kill yourself of course we care if you'd, why do you need others to notice you to servive

I am sorry that you got Shot. I don't know why nobody came to visit you. They should have done that. Many people today are not aware of the things they do to other people. One thing that I think of is that you must change things in your life. You should start with yourself. The first thing to do is to start taking Lithium Orotate. Lithium is a mineral that is in food, especially milk, eggs and tomatoes. If you don't eat these things everyday, it is a good chance that you are depressed and lonely. That you are lonely is not a probleme really, because you are a guy, but you should have a job to go to, a plan for your life. Without a plan you will be lost in life. I know that you cannot feel this right now, as there is a lack of vitamins and enzymes in your brain. Every girl and guy who feels this are lacking good nutritial food. Then you should start moving yourself. It doesn't need to be much - only sitting where you are right now and shaking your hands or arms. This will make your hands tingle. This is hormones that are spreading through your body - happinesshormones. The more you move, the more happinesshormones your will get. You also should marry soon. Marriage is essential, but not before you have a job and a home. Try to give somebody your attention - your mother for example. Listen to what she says - without commenting on it. This will lower her stress. You don't have to do anything and musn't answer, only listen. She will start giving you the attention you need. Your father will respect you when you have a job and when you are married. MAke them proud. I respect your ability to write - use it to help others. Kindly regards.

Thank you for sharing, such painful emotions....

Now I understand your response. You are young and in pain. Your passion is for death. And that is wrong. If you kill yourself, you return and do this again and again until you get it right. How many times do you need to die to learn? That is unclear in your case....Get help. So much help is available. Course you much reach out to it. And you may...or not...Your choice, young man in pain....What is stopping you? More excuses? Do it. Be alive and well eventually. I am 2011A. I know these things. I KNOW.

aint life jst a kick in the nuts

"IT" doesn't get better!...but YOU do! If I were in your position now I would seek out a situation where you can GET "unconditional positive regard" by giving others what you need....Lil kids are great for that. Volunteer your TIME and your ENERGY (what there is of it) and play with some little kids. They don't much care what you look like but they will be honest and ask questions because they care and are naturally inquisitive. Also, find a piece of paper and a wrting implement and make a list of reason you are happy to be alive...the sky's the limit and no reason is too big or too small...