I'm getting to the point where I'm getting really tired of trying to move forward. I just feel so empty and pointless. I just feel completely lost and I don't know where to go in life anymore, and I'm scared. I'm just super depressed and tired of fighting it. I'm tired of acting like everything is ok when in reality, I'm a disaster. I'm stuck in life and I can't get out. I don't know which direction to go.