I'm PatheticMaybe I'm just being ridiculous but even if I am it can't stop me from wanting anything to take me out tonight and not as a ******* date.
I want all of them to see that they ******* hurt me. I feel like I try so hard to make everyone else happy for so ******* long and no one gives a rats ***. Posting on here doesn't make me better either because they are never gonna see this. I just want one of them to care, I try calling out I really do but they look over it. I want to run away. I can't describe what I'm feeling and PLEASE don't comment if you want to judge me and tell me I'm dumb for wanting to leave this damned earth. I'm so used to being sad its just stacked up over the years. I'm so angry. So so angry. Everyone who I want to care has something better to care about. I'm tired of the short end of the stick. I feel like their is something wrong with me. Did I do something wrong?