Not Good Enough

So today it was the first day of school, and we were trying out for our CCAs, which means co-curricular activities, like soccer, or tennis, etc.

I was trying out for dance. I actually love dance a lot, even though no one knows it. I'm not tall, or pretty, and I have spots, but I was willing to try and give it my best. I really, really wanted to get into it, to prove all the people who said I couldn't wrong.

Needless to say, I didn't get in. It was so devastating. They didn't announce it directly, but it was so obvious. The coach lined up all the extremely amazing brilliant people without saying anything.

I feel so disappointed that they couldn't even give me a chance. I know I wasn't the best, but I tried my hardest. I'm not good enough for them even at my fullest.
downwithblues downwithblues
Jan 7, 2013