I Have Lost Interest In Everything
Im a girl, 16, single. I've pretty much lost passion and interest in all the things that I used to love doing. Playing the piano, drawing, playing soccer- I used to love doing all of these, but they have lately become nothing but burdens. I am unable to find joy in my life. When I think about what I would rather be doing, the answer is always sleep or die. I am suicidal-- not because of bullies or neglect, but because nothing in life means anything to me anymore. The days blur together. An hour seems to take a day to go by. Everything feels like it is just going past me because I don't care about anything. I don't really have any friends, so I don't have anyone to turn to. I'm so bored of this repetitive, burden of a life.