Im So Sad, I Feel Dying

I dont know that to say, thats really hurt. I have alot of friends around me, but i cant trust none. I feel dissapointed of everything. Feel so empty and so dark. I hate people around me, especially my Teacher.
They cant even behave wisely as a teacher. i hate them all.

In fact, im smart, attractive and have alot of accomplishment. I dont know how but suddenly my life feels so empty. I feel like no hope of everything Im working on. I feel everything's going wrong and i cant trust no one. I have alot of friends but they do really dissapointing me...
i dont know what just my mistake towards them, i now hate them all! those men without integrity...
im accusing myself for most of time for trust in them. i now hate myself for every mistake i've done. i hate my teachers, they hypocrites, i cant hide this anymore. I hate my friends, they all are betrayer and have no integrity.

i hate them. i hate myself for every problem and sadness in me. Im ablaming my self for all those imperfection and mistake.