i am in medical school and today while on rounds i read ecclesiastes 3 where it talks about GOD making things beautiful in HIS time. i'm always wondering when that time will come. i try to cope and that doesn't help. i am towards the end of school and now the pain of feeling sad and lonely is really hitting home because most of my friends are getting married and having children. i have a boyfriend but half the time i feel like i get on his nerves. and then this weekend i did something really silly to him and i just feel awful about it. i just feel so pointless and disconnected from everybody.