Being Shy Is Affecting My Friendships and Relationship
Hi everyone hope your all ok im not to show how to start but hear goes:
Basically im 21 years old and im so shy and self conscious its affecting my social life with my friends and my boyfriend. I've never really had many friends and most of them don't stick around cos im boring and quiet.
When I left school i was invited out to house parties loads of times but i didn't go i always made an excuse just because i thought i wouldn't fit in, now those friends have long gone and i can't say i blame them.
As i've got older i've made more friends and grew more confidence, and i've been with my boyfriend for over a year, but recently its gone down again and even the only best friend i had has had enough of me and im worried im going to lose my boyfriend because of it.
I wouldn't say i was boring i can be quite funny when i want to be but because im so worried im gonna say something stupid i just don't talk. I really need help getting my confidence back before i lose my boyfriend aswell as my friends.
Thanks for listening guys sorry for waffling on, any help at all would be geat thankyou :)