I find it hard to believe things will get better. Everything I've tried/experimented with in the last four years to help my depression has only failed. I was once an extremely capable, highly respected person with the nothing but the highest potential. But now, I am only a shell of the man I used to be. I can't deal with being such a loser. Suicide seems like the most rational option.
terrencehogan terrencehogan
22-25, M
1 Response Aug 17, 2014

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. I've been there. All I can tell you is you are just starting out. The 20's are a rough time for everyone. They are the best and worst of your years. You are just finding yourself as an adult and trying to carve out a spot for yourself in the "real world". There truly is a big difference between your 20's and 30's. I hope you find peace with yourself. Stick it out, things Will get better. Be well.