I'm 18 I've been single my whole life, I'm just so ready to give up on everything. Ive tried so many times, but have failed. I've never gotten a girl I wanted. I'm so tired of being alone. I want to know what it's like to love someone, or to be loved. Sure I have friends, nobody I'm really close to. I'm still I. High school, and prom is coming up, I cant even find a date, not even as a "friend". I'm just so ready to give up on everything. I know your going to say "your so young" but truth is I'm going off to college in a few months. I don't see anything changing.