Don't Know How To Be Happy!I wake up happy but i end up unhappy.. I don't know if its because of me or the people i'm hanging out with.
Clearly i'm a teenager and i believe that this year, last year in college must be memorable and so it can be memorable it musst be full of hapiness or something like that. I blame my parents first of all, they're the ones that makes my life suck!! OR because of my friends, me can't do like they do ! They go out, they have money, they dress pretty good and all this stuff .. but i always feel like i'm under them .. otherwise i'm sure that my father can afford everything i want to me .. com'onnn its a lawyer! I don't know if i should accept the way my life is or do something about it because i'm done !! i'm tired of trying to be someone while no one is helping me here! and no one of them stays out of my business .. I don't even know what they expect from me! i'm just lost and i dont even know how to formulate a right sentence! suddenly it becomes all about me .. i'am only fighting with my self! i can stay like this because i'm going crazy, sometimes i start talking my self and when i want something i dream it instead of trying having it! i don't believe in my self because of them.. i blame them for everything that happend to me, happening to me, and will happen to me because i knooooooow that its going to be their fault !! exept that i'm okay LOL!
wasailluminati 18-21, F 2 Responses 0 Jan 4, 2012