I Is Socially Awkward And Creepy
I have always been socially awkward, I used to not talk to people. Then in first grade I believe I started only talking to people when they asked me a question or were directly talking to me. Now I try to talk to people but I never know what to say. I think that sometimes my socially awkwardness comes across as creepiness. I'm not trying to be creepy it just happens. another thing is that I do not get it when people make jokes, I never know what to say. Sometimes I don't know if they are joking or not, so I just smile and nod. How is 'I need ketchup' a joke?
When I was little my family moved about every three years which might have something to do with my socially awkwardness, and it alway took me about a year to make any friends. The friends that I did make were always the outcasts at school or church, they were not such a great influence on me.
an example of my socially awkwardness, is that I had a crush on this guyin one of my college classes. I tried talking to him a couple of times, but did not know what to say, and ended up making fun of him. Later I wanted to ask him out so I followed him out of class with the intentions of asking him out but got nervous and ended up not saying anything to him, I did that a couple of more times. I am pretty sure he thinks I am creepy and insane now, so I'm just gonna stop trying. Everything I do turns out wrong and I do not know how to fix me.