She Pursued Me Then Dumped Me.

I've been painfully awkward my entire life. But i had learned to accept myself. I had adapted to being forever alone. Then this girl started talking to me. I resisted at first. but she was persistent and i was flattered. I had hoped I had outgrown my awkwardness. I had a little bit. But not enough. No way I could keep her. So she left me and now i just feel so alone again. They say it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. Doesn't feel that way to me.
adamjensen adamjensen
31-35, M
3 Responses Jul 3, 2012

Just see that experience as practice, to get you out of your shell and give you hope that there is someone out there that wants to be with you as long as you can learn to open up. honestly, just ask questions and a girl will see your interest in her.

That questions thing is true.

She shouldn't have given up on you. You weren't ready but take it easy on yourself(: love is a strong and powerful thing that will find you when you're ready!

i did learn a little from her though. I joined this site and am looking for some real life counseling. Thanks for your reply, PG.

I felt that way too. Love didn't seem to be worth the pain I suffered. Eventually it does get a little easier. The love doesn't go away but the pain does.

Thanks. I know what you are saying is right. But I'm not feeling that way yet. I probably will.