Actually More Than

I have never understood why people do the things that they do or are the way that they are. I just don't get people.
Sometimes I seem to have a tough time knowing how I'm supposed to act around others. I'm not sure if it's that I don't know what they want from me or something else.
I just get so nervous around people. I have a panic attack almost every time that I leave my house and I have since I was a child. People just make me uncomfortable no matter who they are or what they are like.
I have been told that this is a part of the PTSD but I'm not so sure. I have even wondered if I am a little autistic with my difficulty knowing how to react to people. I don't really know why I have such a hard time dealing with people, I just do. Okay, so I'm a little more than socially awkward.
lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
41-45, T
Jan 25, 2013