Awkward

 People describe the art of conversation as if it a possibility blessed by everyone, well I am the living proof that is a lie. When I meet new people i come across either creepy, crazy, awkward or stupid. Probably because I try to say the first thing that comes to mind like "hey the pool is cold" with a big goofy smile. How do I expect them to answer? " well the pool in my opinion has increased expediently in the last three days"  well they don't they mutter something true but basic and them awkward silence continues. Other situations might come about more leaning to the fact that I should be ignored by the sane but I keep trying. Even though I knew the person next to me is wishing for me to shut up so they wait for their friend to come in peace but I one of those crazy believers that today is the day I will say something brilliant and that day is when I finally get another friend. Tomorrow I will probably embarrass myself five times just trying to make someone want to talk to me but to me it is not an embarrassment it a risk to finally find someone I can laugh with.

cherryblossomshinigami4 cherryblossomshinigami4
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 5, 2009

hope you can laugh with someone soon

please keep trying and think of the rest of us who are also trying to find someone who we can laugh with