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I Am Sometimes Afraid Of Being Alive

Being Alive Horrifies Me

By: Missbanshee
Written on May 11th, 2012
Because I know that death is going to come eventually. I am afraid of how I am going to die. Will it be painful? Will it be from my disease? Will it be from injury? Will I die before my husband like I want so I don't have to watch him die and then go through life without him by my side? Will I go first so that my children and husband must suffer through with losing me? Will I live a life of pain and suffering before I die? Will my children? Will we all be gone before the end of the world? Being alive is just so scary because of all of these questions. I am so afraid of death that I am becoming afraid to live. Does that make any sense to anyone?
By: Missbanshee
Age: 31-35 , Female
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  • Tim52
    Tim52

    Death and life are so very loosely connected.We fear the unknown and of course leaving life behind.But if it was an exceptional experience we would want it..Churches play a role of scaring the bejesus out of us.all the time... haven...hell....is waiting for us with no real explanation. from anyone.I believe we must live a life of honesty and pleasure.and contributions ...just helping one person is enough to make something worth while in this crazy life..Just doing one good thing can make the difference in society.As Robert Kennedy said one ripple connecting with other like ripples can make a difference in the world..While we are here we can make a difference and effect thousands of people..As small as we think we are to to a city,a town a gathering we control our thoughts to make them positive..Death will come but hopefully not before we enjoy the journey along the way and make a impact ..even thought small in our minds can change the world..

    May 13, 2012
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  • mayaangpetrova
    mayaangpetrova

    No use to worry :-) Things that have to happen will and after all we shall all die. enjoy life while you are alive

    May 13, 2012
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