I have gotten to point that I never answer my phone, rarely call people back, ignore emails and texts, and avoid interacting with people almost all of the time. If I do answer the phone, I might just give dry one word answers until the person chooses to get off the phone. I just don't feel like talking unless it's something really specific and thought provoking. Small talk and typical "how's life" conversations just don't interest me. I feel bad when people call me out about it, but at the same time it's like a force outside of myself that allows me to continue to ignore people when they reach out to me. People get so offended by this, but I don't know what to tell them. I wish I could just snap out of it, but I can't. I'm starting to think I may be more than antisocial. I think I might be depressed but I don't really know why.