To My Boyfriend

I'm sorry that i had to make you go through so much pain. I'm sorry you had to suffer because of my depression. I'm sorry that you had to be there to comfort me and be my therapist. I'm sorry that i was always difficult, that sometimes i could be extremely clingy or push you away. I'm sorry i can be such a mess that no one can understand whats going through my head. I'm sorry that i can put my sadness or anger on you when you did naught. But i want to really say sorry because even though we promised each other we would see each other this summer,  and i had already bought my plan ticket, it seems like this promise will have to be broken. I am so sorry i let you down.
UmbraEyes UmbraEyes
22-25, F
1 Response Apr 23, 2012

i bet it hurt alot when you wrote this