They Don't Know The Real Me

 They all think that I'm this capable successful person. That's not the case. I'm a wreck. I'm a loser. I put on the front that I'm a person that can handle anything that can be this person that will be there for them no matter what. Thing is, I can take care of them, but really its because I'm too cowardly to tell them I don' t want to be around them. I do what I'm told because I can't fight for myself. I wish I could be the creative, funny, smart, loving, person they all seem to think I am. But I can't.

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2 Responses Feb 15, 2010

Same here!!! It sounds just like me!

wow, this post is so much like me its almost as if I wrote this myself! If I were to express this about myself I would use the same exact words! You're not alone! I feel the EXACT same way!