The past few years we've been through a lot - there have been tears and smiles, cries of joy, and cries of pain - there's been so much! Life has been one heck of a roller coaster, specifically for you. We are only teenagers finding our way through life, jigsaw pieces waiting to be fixed in place; we are like flowers growing through dirt, waiting to bloom and reveal our true colours. But that's not the point, the message that I am trying to convey is that I'm aware we are all fighting our own battles - but we must still stick by each other's side through thick and thin - so I'd like to apologise for not always sticking by your side like you have always done for me. I'm sorry for not sticking by your side while our so called 'classmates' pulled you down to the ground and dragged you along the cold, hard pavements, then isolating you. I'm so sorry and no matter how many times I apologise, I know it won't make any difference as the past can't be changed. Darling the past can not be changed, but the future can, I'm gonna start with the (wo)man in the mirror *cue Michael Jackson*. Despite everything that has happened, I AM going to stick with you through whatever, whether we last doesn't matter, just like concrete we will get harder over time.. Or like poop.. Lol. Every time you tell me that I'm a good friend, or whatnot, it only fills me with deep ragrets (purpose error) and pain. All the tears that I've shed while writing this will not match the amount of tears you may have shed over time, but I hope they are enough to last a lifetime, to remove all ragrets and pain from both of our hearts. Well the onions my mother is chopping may be another reason why I'm crying (jk). If your EP friends read this, or even if you read this, please thank them on my behalf for sticking for you when I wasn't there. When I was daft, stupid and so cold hearted. I'm aware that I don't seem worthy of being forgiven, and I agree, I kid you not but I absolutely agree that I don't deserve it. I know I've taken too many chances in my life. But I'm truly sorry for everything that has ever happened. All though I didn't directly hurt you, I apologise on behalf of everyone that did. I take responsibility for anything selfish I may have done, whether I'm aware of doing so or not, if it caused you to be hurt. Just being sorry obviously won't make any difference, you deserve way better than the class have treated you. If there is any way that I can repay you, just ask, please don't hesitate. I don't expect to be truly forgiven, memories may linger and haunt you, but I can hope for the best. I want everything to be okay, I hope you feel the same... Again, I sincerely apologise and hope to make a great change, that will be convenient for the both of us.

I'm not very good at making things flow, so sorry, but I love you, you're my sister that I never got. I love you like Mr. Krabs loves money, I love you like Ash loved Pikachu, I love you like Winnie the Pooh loves honey, I love you like Minnie loved Minnie. I love you more than words can describe, and you're truly irreplaceable. I'm sorry for everything that's wrong x
ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart
1 Response Aug 15, 2014

*eats this story so it can stay wif me forevah* ;-; *sniff*

How did you find out?

Click on your profile and it's right there, with "poopsicle" on the first line. =.=

Bish yewr stalking my profile

Viewing it once isn't stalking. ;-; Don't get the profile police on me.

Hehe... 😏

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