I am sorry. Im Sorry that i am not a very happy person. Im sorry i am often in a depressed mood. I am sorry that i can be self destructive.
I am sorry that you are good people who try to be patient and listen to me. Im sorry if i have bothered you. I want to be happy. I want to be different. I don't want to be the mopey fat chick that gets on everyones nerves.
I don't want to annoy you. I don't want you to hate me. Im sure if you have talked to me enough you have grown tired of it all. The funny thing is i don't even say how intensely horrible i am most of the time.
I have really grown to despise the melancholy me. The only problem with that is its a cycle that doesn't get broken.
So, to anyone who has truly had enough of me... you can
- A. ignore me
- B. block me
- C. wait for me to kill myself
- D. wait for my profile to be deleted
- E. come to nj and kill me yourself or
- F. you really don't give a damn and do whatever the hell you want because this is a completely pointless thing to think about
So, please accept my apology. I wish I never troubled any of you to begin with. I.. didn't mean to be this way..