I'm Really, Really Sorry...

I wish to apologize to those who are a part of my family; as I have not been the best daughter, sister, cousin, mother, and wife that I should have been.  I'm sorry for not being perfect like everyone else in the family, and I'm sorry for being such a washed out sponge that has to live off of everyone else because I fail at all things that life throws my way.

I wish to apologize to those who are my friends and those who are just acquaintances; as I have not been the best friend that I should have been.  I'm sorry for not always being there like a friend should be, not always around to listen, offer a comforting shoulder, or a any kind of comfort and love, and I'm sorry for being such an emo brat who can't ever get her life on the right track.

I wish to apologize for all of my short comings, I'm sorry that I am the way that I am; just as I am sorry that I can't take it all away.  I'm sorry that I was born, sorry that I have had to force my presence onto everyone who has ever come into contact with me; I can see why so many hate me and hate to talk to me, I can't blame them for I am just a large pile of **** that everyone steps in and then curses for being in the way.

I'm sorry, I will try to do better ... but I can't promise to be better, since I don't want to break any promises made.

I wish to apologize to anyone whom I have insulted, offended, criticized, ostracized, ignored, or anything else that has made them feel left out, not liked, not good enough, unloved, not part of a group; as it was not my intentions to do so.  Honestly.

I'm really, really sorry for anything and everything that I have ever done, but I can't take any of it back as I can't travel in time.  So I can only hope to beg for forgiveness for all things bad, evil, and the like.

UselessTidbits UselessTidbits
31-35, F
1 Response Mar 5, 2010

I am sorry that you feel so bad. *HUGS*