It's All About Love & Emotional Connection

What does it mean to be spiritually grounded?

I told my pilot love "you were born high, you can never ground"...

And it made me think:

One has to come down from some materialistic high to ground in some spiritual reality... Because the higher you go into the illusion the further you lose track of your soul down beneath...

I saw a great sadness and emotional neediness in his eyes, something those he goes around with can't help him with, because they are TOO HIGH on materialistic corruption to really understand him and make him face the unresolved issues buried so deep beneath the illusory masquerade that all is well and fine... This man is going somewhere, look what he has accomplished in his life thus far...yet they don't really care for that SADNESS within him, that emotional need, they are not true friends, and are only pals with him because of his outer status and materialistic accomplishments...

I also said "only dead fish swim with the stream and not against it"... If he was indeed searching he would have reached out for a more real emotional connection...he spotted me, caressed my shoulder like he was caressing or begging my wings to do something for him, treating me like an angel that could help him...eyes begging for some emotional consolation his earthly wife wouldn't understand, maybe because she is herself too busy with materialistic pursuits to really take time to look into his soul to what really needs attending...they live past each other...they don't look at each other when all they have time for is the world...she maybe married him also because it was cool to have a pilot, a foreign citizen of another country, so cool and making a baby with him...so cool, the image so cool...and making him live in America with him... So cool she thought...maybe he thought it was COOL too to marry a wife not coming from the same country as he does, to marry a woman with a massive occupation as a medical doctor... So cool... He thought it was so cool... They both thought it was so cool, married each other for their image(s)...status, outer appearances...but people are so much more than their occupations or nationalities...

He realized the COOLNESS was simply NOT ENOUGH, he wanted more out of life... Something that is beyond cool, or something just normal and real...

A human heart and feelings and emotions always stay real...it is something in humans you can't take away...and when you marry for the wrong reasons you LIVE emotionally apart from one another... They didn't marry for feeling or emotion, but for something other than what love should really be about.....

Love is not COOL it is beyond COOL and the most humble or normal thing out there...better fall in love with a NORMAL person without the fancy degrees and occupational qualifications...better fall in love with someone who values being HUMAN more than being super human...trying to be God then you would miss God (Love) itself...better marry someone who understands what being a human is all about, being low and humble, knowing it is not a disgrace to suffer emotional hardship and turmoil... Don't marry someone that doesn't allow you TO FEEL, to BE something that the world doesn't want you to be.

I kissed him goodbye and he stood there looking at me wanting more...his eyes begging for some EMOTIONAL connection, wanting to FEEL again, to feel alive again...and I kissed him again... I didn't care who saw me...he needed love even if it was just a tongueless innocent little peck on his wanting lips....love should be innocent and pure, and not corrupt like the world portrays it to be "marry the perfect wife and you will be happy" yet the "perfect wife" according to the world's standards is never really the perfect wife behind closed doors leaving you emotionally wanting and dry...

"Make me believe again in something real beneath all the world's superficiality" - I hear him whisper to me in my dreams...and I realize I am happy being nothing yet being loved... I may not have all the qualifications his wife has, I may not have all the money and fame and glam of social status, but I am happy just being human, and being able to love and be loved...

1 Corinthians 13:1-3
New King James Version (NKJV)
The Greatest Gift

13 Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. 2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, it profits me nothing.

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Love is what life is all about, and if you have not lived through at least something you would have nothing truly: Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
indigowitch indigowitch
22-25, F
Sep 20, 2012