“ I Am Standing On The Outside Looking In”

    I am always standing on the Outside looking in. Or at least that is how it feels at times. I always feel like I am just here for view, and that is it, that I have to watch others experience the greatness in life and all, and just have to sit by and watch it all happen. I feel like I am just watching myself work hard for nothing and that I am watching someone be in Love, and not experiencing it. I am not sure why I feel this way, and I am not sure how I can stop feeling this way, its just how I feel, and I hate it.

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Feb 21, 2010