It's the Easy Way Out!

I close up and bottle my pain...  Yep it's the easy way out for me.  It's the only thing I can do to stop the pain....Oh...I'll get over it...but I will remember the pain.... Kinda like when you touch a hot remember not to do it again.  I let people in and then when they hurt me I pull away....maybe you won't notice it at first but as time goes on...I still remember...and as more time goes by...I shut down...  Just rambling...I guess...sometimes it help the pain. 

tks tks
36-40, F
8 Responses Apr 20, 2009

Yeah...moon I did too! But I am going to go pick some up today....even if it kills me...At least we have sunshine today my friend and no wind...what a concept...Hope you can get out and enjoy it....Hugs T

i am always will to help! god knows i have needed it!

Great Advice...thanks a Million...I will be able to be outside today so that's a wonderful thing...The sky is bright and no wind! Ye Haw...Thanks again Hugs T

DONT YOU DARE!!!<br />
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You R too stong of a woman to let that happen! The world is a wonderful place where bad things happen to good people!<br />
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Whatever it is you are battling, if you close up, shut down or has beat you and won. We all have days, weeks, months where it just seems impossible to go on, that you want to give up!<br />
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It is springtime now, the world is awakening, coming back to life....walk outside, breath in deeply, SEE what is great and exciting aboout the world and in yourself! You are the one that matters and you are beautiful!<br />
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Today is a brand new day to make happen whatever you want to happen! Do something completely different today than you would normally!<br />
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You CAN make things happen if you just believe it, do it! If you had one week to live what would you do today! <br />
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Today is your canvas, what would you paint it!

Yes you are so very right MT....I used to have major tummy problems...because of keeping thing bottled up and all the stress I was having...After leaving the tummy problems seemed to vanish for the most part...Hugs T

Don't bottle it up cause then it can just eat you out from the inside. Then you are left with something you don't want.<br />
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Write it out here in a blog or something and make it private if you don't want anyone to see but don't keep it bottled up cause it will fester and get worse.

Thank You Tat......I guess that's what sometimes its just a diary...of what's going on...and only ya all can see it... At least I can let it out and get comments and advice and a lot of the advice really helps...Thanks again..

I keep a lot of things in too. But I've found that a diary/journal helps.<br />
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Keeping it in doesn't help. But with a diary, at least you can let it out and nobody will know.