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21st Story-i Am Starting To Love Myself.

Loving mankind was so easy.Loving myself i dont know.I lost touch with who i am.I even at one time lost my identity.For the last 10 years,living with the man i love didn't make me love myself.I am addicted to give and forgive.My life was centred at having compassion for others even how much they dont deserved.I was lost in the arena of giving.Because my drug was and still am JOY.i FOUND OUT I HAVE NOT LOVE MYSELF BY ACCIDENT.When all my giving without discrimination and selection starts to give me more challenges. i start to analyse.Its my fault to help blindly.Its bad for the wrong receiver.They became dependant on me and eventually others.Bad for me cause i feel hurt to see them lost even after help.I WOKE UP FROM A NIGHTMARE.Then i realised.I AM SO DESPERATE TO RECEIVE.I would hurt anyone by giving to myself.I have just started recently.Its when i start my daily ritual to a healthy and happy life.smileyheartyes
unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 5 Responses Jun 7, 2010

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Hi dear Princess,i am really learning to love myself but i still end up habitually giving others first and me last.Got to practise more.Hugs and Peace.

Hi dear Princess,i am really learning to love myself but i still end up habitually giving others first and me last.Got to practise more.Hugs and Peace.

I am feeling so good now with Eyeno teaching me and you dropping by with your affirmations.I am so blessed.Hugs...

Thanks dear friend.This prayer came timely as i am staring at my proflie page reading what my friends are doing.Today i felt emptiness in me.I wonder why?

Thanks my dear friend for your affirmations.Yes being courages was my virtue but also my vice as i lack the fear for things thats important.Like my arthrities.Showers of Blessings on you too.