Stayin Strong

Well my name is jazmin & i have been dating my boyfriend Ricky since august 2009 we have been through alot , I lost all my friends because I would always be with him & I actualy didnt care if i didnt talk to no one, i did have my bestfriends that they always be by my side thats the only thing i cared about my family my boyfriend & my bestfriends. Well anyways my boyfriend got 4 times lockd up for little things & he would get out in the second week or at the third day he would never be there a lot so they gave him 2 yrs of probation on November 4 2012 he was gonna finish it. i was gonna get marry on July but everything happens for a reason cause on may 31 2012 his probation officer went to his house & said he was taking him to do a drug test if was clean he was gonna bring him back but if he was not clean he was gonna lockd him up so yeah he didnt came out clean on the drug test , so on June he had alot of courts and the judge would never say nothing like how time he was gonna be lockd up. so on July 5 he had his last court & they give 12months but his time was not going to count when they move out of town they moved him on July 19 so until July 19 2013 he is going to be free well on April they are going to give him a halfway house but over there where he is but he can come to his town & visit his havin the halfway house until july. But maybe you girls think that's its not alot of time but for me it is :/ sometimes i go on a depreasion when get super down & start missing him so bad like rite now I dont talk to my bestfrieds & i feel so alone I feel like iam sufreing a lot but iam here wating for him because his the only one i want .. i already want this to end but I know soon its going to be & iam gonna be happy like I was.
jazzR jazzR
18-21, F
2 Responses Nov 27, 2012

Stay strong for him, I think for them it'd be a lot harder being inside and he probably just thinks about you, i try to think positive but it's hard to. I'm only 20 with two children to my boyfriend and not having him home is effecting me a lot. Grrr I hate being in this situation and not having people to talk to.

I really hated too I never though I would be in a situation like this . But we have our hopes up . Stay strong you too & hope Ur man gets out soon cuz I know you really need him & ur 2 children. If you wanna talk iam Here:)

I really hated too I never though I would be in a situation like this . But we have our hopes up . Stay strong you too & hope Ur man gets out soon cuz I know you really need him & ur 2 children. If you wanna talk iam Here:)

You have no idea how good it is just talking to someone in the same situation thankyou !

Ur welcome :)

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Yeah, The Judges Are Doing That With My Man, They Don't Tell Him How Long He's Going To Be In There!!! ='( Sorry!!! I Know How Your Depression Feels!!!

I know & it sucks foreals! /: since when your man is lockd up ?

It's Been A Month, The Longest Month Of My Life, And Yea Girl It Sucks!!!

Well compare to me he already have 6months :'(

Yea I Can't Imagine Being Without Him

I know its hard :/ & more if you were used to see him everyday...

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