My Dignity Is Not A Toy

I'm 17 and unlike everyone else in my generation, I'm a virgin. 

When I was younger, I felt like I need to lose my virginity just to be socially accepted. But then I'd be losing it for all the wrong reasons. 

I've had a boyfriend who never forced me into anything. He would always say 'I'll wait for you', never treated me like something for pleasure. I would have lost it one day with him if I wanted to, but deep inside, I still had concerns and didn't feel emotionally ready.

But when I do lose my virginity, I want it to be with someone who actually loves and cares for me and won't go off telling his guy friends that I'm easy.

The place I live is quite judgemental. Lose your virginity, had sex once, your suddenly a *****. Nothing is ever hidden and everything gets found out. 
Gemz2411 Gemz2411
22-25, F
May 14, 2012