I Am Still Getting Over Someone
A few days ago I went to another city to meet a girl (let's call her Mia). I met her about a month ago and had been texting her. She's very good looking, intelligent, sweet and as kind as anyone I've ever met (She's a 9). She's different.
We went to some clubs and bars with a group of people. The entire time it felt like it was just us. I was making some serious progress. She ended up leaving and wanted to see me the next day. She put her apt# in my phone without me noticing. I kept drinking with the group, making friends while I was at it.
Ended up sleeping with one of her friends that I had no attraction to (She's a 4). I was so frustrated I told her to leave (not so nicely). She was so mad she went on a yelling rant for about 20 minutes. She said Mia was her best friend and that she's going to know the sick a**hole that I really am.
Sure enough the next day I texted Mia a long message and no reply. I head home a couple days later. Still no word. Guilt, regret.. She didn't deserve it. I realize that she's probably mentally erased me so how can I do the same?
We went to some clubs and bars with a group of people. The entire time it felt like it was just us. I was making some serious progress. She ended up leaving and wanted to see me the next day. She put her apt# in my phone without me noticing. I kept drinking with the group, making friends while I was at it.
Ended up sleeping with one of her friends that I had no attraction to (She's a 4). I was so frustrated I told her to leave (not so nicely). She was so mad she went on a yelling rant for about 20 minutes. She said Mia was her best friend and that she's going to know the sick a**hole that I really am.
Sure enough the next day I texted Mia a long message and no reply. I head home a couple days later. Still no word. Guilt, regret.. She didn't deserve it. I realize that she's probably mentally erased me so how can I do the same?
By:
TheKnowing
Age:
22-25
,
Male
