How Do You Know When To Let Go?
I have never cared about anyone as much as I still care for my ex. I am a senior in highschool now and we began dating since the begining of freshman year and broke up last year. We've been talking on and off since but he has a girlfriend now, shes younger and is crazy about him. I know him very well and I know that he's very strong emotionally & he says he still loves me and will always love me because we were eachothers first true loves, but he feels that we've both changed. Allthough this is very true, we still have so much fun together now just like we did before. I'm so fearful that I will never find anyone like him again.The main problem is I can't trust him any longer, he doesn't think its right to be with me anymore and no matter what I do, play hard to get or talk to him myself or even move on, he always comes back into the picture and leaves right away. its very frustrating and I'm finally sick and tired of these "games" that are being played, but I don't know how to deal. I've dated and talked to plenty of guys since we've broken up and none of them make me as happy or make me feel as compfortable as he did. I love everything about him, including his flaws. Its so upsetting because what he had was perfect and I know he felt the same way, and he did nothing to hurt me and I had so much trust in him. Now he has his girlfriend who's he's been dating for almost a year now & yet will sneak around her and talk to me but never leave her for me. its very painful and I feel like I'm missing something huge inside of me. He's actually told me the same thing that he's never been the same. I really hope theres someone out there that can relate to this and maybe give me a clue- because I sometimes feel as though I don't need him until something comes up that reminds me of him or I start talking to someone else and it just doesn't feel right. Has it gone too far?