I have done many stupid things in my life.

I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again.

I am suffering right now. I don't know how to proceed now, where to take my life. But the only way to keep going is just keep going.

So I'm still here. I might still be here in a long time, or I might not. But whatever happens I will never take my own life. So time will tell.

JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
18-21, F
1 Response Jan 1, 2009

* hugs you*