I Am Still In Love With My Childhood Crush
So i recently made contact with a girl whom i was friends with when i was but a wee child. the last time i saw her i was 5 or 6...loooong time ago!! i actually forgot she ever existed. then she commented on a facebook post i made and WOWOWWWWW!! I don't have many memories of her except that she was a pretty girl and was also very kind and nice to me. I have about 3 recollections of talking and playing with her as a child...it was that long ago.
so she's engaged now with two children and she's absolutely beautiful - just as i remember her..and that's great!! I am truely happy for her. I guess i'm lying i'm not still "in love" with her...but i still love her!! but i'm not sure if it really is love when you're 5..I guess I still love the little girl in her that was my friend all those years ago haha anyways it was such a nice feeling to hear from her and then actually think about it and - remember her. haha it's a shame our paths weren't more intertwined as we grew up but hey, it's nice to know she stilll exists.
I'm not really sure how good a friends we were to be honest i was fresh out of toddler phase. but i know that i really liked her and considered her to be a friend. I'm keen to catch up with her as it would be so lovely - but is that weird?? i mean what do u talk about when all you can remember is that you were friends but not much else 20 odd years later!?
anyways it was a lovely experience to re-discover and remember the girl I used to play with.
so she's engaged now with two children and she's absolutely beautiful - just as i remember her..and that's great!! I am truely happy for her. I guess i'm lying i'm not still "in love" with her...but i still love her!! but i'm not sure if it really is love when you're 5..I guess I still love the little girl in her that was my friend all those years ago haha anyways it was such a nice feeling to hear from her and then actually think about it and - remember her. haha it's a shame our paths weren't more intertwined as we grew up but hey, it's nice to know she stilll exists.
I'm not really sure how good a friends we were to be honest i was fresh out of toddler phase. but i know that i really liked her and considered her to be a friend. I'm keen to catch up with her as it would be so lovely - but is that weird?? i mean what do u talk about when all you can remember is that you were friends but not much else 20 odd years later!?
anyways it was a lovely experience to re-discover and remember the girl I used to play with.