I fell in love with my ex the first time I saw him. When we married I was the happiest person alive. We were married for 10 years after dating 4 years. He left me 24 years ago. Out of nowhere he told me he didn't love me anymore and it was over. Nothing has ever been so painful. I would have done anything not to lose him. I never remarried. I saw him again after 10 years at our son's wedding. It still hurt so much. I only said hello when the family was seated and he said how are you. That was it for the entire wedding. I've never stopped loving him and I suppose never will. I'm 51 years old and alone. I don't talk about this to anyone because I know they will think I'm ridiculous. I wish I could just talk to him one more time. I would like nothing more than to fall in love again and have opened my heart to it over the years. At my age I feel this is it.