Still Not Over My Ex-boyfriend After 10 Years
A few years after my ex-boyfriend and I broke up I met a woman in a cafe. She talked about her break up and I could relate, the pain she described was so real I asked her when did it happen. I was thinking months if not days by this woman's reaction. She said oh ten years. Then i thought to myself no not me No not me!
After one failed serious relationship and some flings.
It has been my 10 years and the pain, the anger, the hurt and yes the love is still fresh.
I saw his picture on facebook and I hurt so bad!
I no longer cry but I still get depressed over it.
What could have been... what should have been.
I see his wife, the woman he cheated with and wonder
I feel like a failure and think that love is just not for me.
I am worried, 10 years and I am still not over it.
The relationship lasted 6 years.... shouldn't't I BE OVER IT BY NOW.
Am i not pass the stage of looking him up on facebook, or praying a family member brings him up so i know how he has been.
Am I pass looking or talking to other guys wishing they were him.
I feel pathetic.
anyone out there can tell me, how to get over this guy.
I love him sooooo much and I am was soooo hurt.