Secret **** SuckerI don't consider myself gay, but I secretly love to suck ****.
It all started many years ago looking at **** on the internet, I would notice the strange arousal watching ******* **** until I found myself seeking out gay ****. I was getting more and more curious, until one night after a few drinks I started browsing Craigslist. At first, I wasn't sure, but a started chatting with another guy who lived near by, and couldn't resist the urge of finding out what it would be like. He gave me his address, and agreed I would go over to his apartment. I drove around the parking lot a few times before building up the courage, and the more I thought about it the more excited and nervous I was getting. He seemed like a nice enough guy and was willing to do whatever I wanted, so I figured I could back out if I decided it wasn't something I wanted to do. So I figured I would go for it...
I knocked on his door and he quickly let me in, we exchanged some small talk and he reached down and started rubbing my already throbbing ****. I followed his lead, and started rubbing his ****, and before I knew it I was pulling his shorts down to reveal a larger than average **** that was hard as rock with precum already coming out the tip. It might have been part nerves, but I went straight to my knees and started licking his **** from ba
We started to 69 and I couldn't believe how much I was actually enjoying having another guys **** in my mouth and balls in my face. Because of my nerves, when he got close I jacked him to completion, and we said our good byes.
Because the first time was so amazing, I contacted him again with another urge. I needed to feel his rock-hard **** ******* my ***. He knew it was my first experience, and agreed to another encounter of man-on-man fun.
These two encounters set the stage for a closet **** and *** lover. I don't do it very often, but when the urge strikes me, there is no stopping it. I have been ****** a few times, but what I really enjoy is stroking, licking, and sucking **** until it explodes in my mouth. As I sit here and write this, I think I am going to need to find another willing guy to share his **** with me tonight.
I fantasize about being with multiple guys at one time, having a **** in each hand, or sucking on one and getting ****** by another. Some day, I will have to find the right time and opportunity. I must go now and quench my desire for more.