Scared

I'm begining to think that this is taking way to much time in my daily life thinking about it. I have yet to experience the feel of a man's **** in my mouth and anticipate the time it does happen. Advice please how do you control your urge but still keep looking for that special person to enjoy this wonderful experience. Thank you and let's talk out there guys
Bill4756 Bill4756
56-60, M
1 Response Jan 9, 2013

Yeah, life in small town America can be a drag, especially with a desire like that. I've thought about it, too. But, unless something otherworldly took place, it will never happen. Still I fantasize as you seem to have done. I've looked on Craigslist, but even when I see some guy in my general area, I think about it, but then chicken out. Oh well, maybe someday...