I Know What You Are Thinking
I know what you are thinking: why would you think you are straight? And the answer is: I just know. I'm attracted to women all the time, hot as hell for them. I've never approached even having a crush on a man. I'm pretty sure I never will. I have no desire whatsoever to have sex with a man. But every now and then I have this fantasy. The fantasy is intense and interesting, and I doubt the real thing would be. In the fantasy, I mostly imagine myself as a woman, just because I couldn't really see how another man would be aroused by a man's body. Maybe I'm just trying to make vivid to myself the other side. Or maybe I'm completely rationalizing and lurking deep in some closet: you decide.