I have so much going on in my life right now. Caring about people is actually my downfall. I couldn't break up with my boyfriend because I just couldn't hurt him. I decided I'll stay with him, he has been a lot nicer to me since I tried to break up with him. I do love him so we should be fine for now. More importantly one of my friends were a complete idiot and got in trouble with the law and now they're contemplating suicide. The worst part is that I can't actually be there for them because they live away. I just want to help. I can't deal with loosing another friend.
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Aug 23, 2014