When People Leave One By One...

Hi all,
         Im not different girl and has a similar story as everybody has.. but my story has broken me completely inside..
I try to forget it and come up with it but some how its finds me..
               
                               My story begins the day i was born and my grandparent expected a boy baby but i was a girl child.. there were lt of fights took place and to the country i belong ppl believe if coz of the birth of a child problems starts that means the child has not born with a good luck.. n they abandon the child..
though i had my grandma my mothers mother who was with me... she fought with society n took care of me..
My mom divorced when i was 4 but i had hardly seen my dad till the day they seperated..
he never came to see me or find me where i am...
I never realized wat is a fathers or mothers role in a child's life though my mom was busy in her own life.. never cared wat im doing?
but she used to be always pissed about me.. ready to hit me everytime.. and with anything she gets.. consider a broom or a stick or a spoon.. anything
i can never forget those slaps... 
but atleast i had my mom for namesake..she left me and ran away donno where and i was lost.. though i had my grandma with me but still i missed her a lot..That was the day when i understood i need her so much i was 11 when she left..
Everybody came to knw abt this and they taunted me... we left that place n moved somewhere else....
life went by... and marrying a girl like me was difficult coz i belong from a broken family so ppl like a respected family...
which i lacked...
but wat i desired was a loving husband, trustworthy,honest,caring and understanding...
I got married to one of my relatives son when i was 19... i thought here is the ending to al my pains, but actually it was just a start!!!

aafreenbashir aafreenbashir
22-25, F
Jul 30, 2010