My Past Is A Part Of Who I Am Today

Growing up sheltered...
Most of my life...
Molested by a cousin...
Age 9 or 10...
Raped...
Just before turing 18...
Raped again...
A few months later
Married less than a year after high school...
Emotional/Mental abuse starts...
One day after wedding...
Pregnant with daughter...
Abuse causes her loss...
Cycle goes on...
For 6 1/2 years...
I finally leave...
Enter another abuser...
First child on the way...
Restraining order needed...
Dating not so great...
Find an awesome guy...
Married 2 years later...
More children...
Many years of marriage...
Now questioning my direction...
What is meant to be for my future...
How has my past shaped where I am going now?
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Jan 8, 2013