About a month ago my wife filled for divorce.
I'm Belgian and my wife is American we met each other in Belgium in 1993 we married in 1996 and since then lived in California, it has been a rollercoaster ride ever since.
I believe that we grew apart due to me not accepting/adjusting to the USA and missing my home country.
We talked for years to buy a house for our family and last week she bought one for her and my girls...I felt like a was backstabbed and started to boil inside.
We have 2 girls (7 and 1 ) and now that I'm on my own I'm thinking of going back home and start a new life there.
I hate to leave my girls and the pain of never seeing them again is going to eat me alive,I feel so frustrated that I gave up everything for this women ( leaving all my family and friends, culture behind etc..) and now to end up like this.
I need some advise if any of you are in this situation & what I should do.
My wife makes all the $$$ and was able to get a lawyer but not me.
She tells me I should go back home and I could still write and call my girls ( it's like she doesn't care if am around anymore.
Even when I should decide to stay here, I couldn't bear to she her with some other guy and my kids having a nice family.
All of this would make a man turn into a monster.