Breaking Downthe logical half of me tells me not to care. he was a jerk. he was abusive. he's not worth my time. but it's finally ended and it's the worst i've felt in a very long time, even though i know it's right. i should be happy, but i swear it is like getting unaddicted to something. i hear all the stories how people move on but i can't figure out how.i don't want to let "time heal the pain" i want to find things to do...get him off my mind. school is starting..i can't let it affect my grades again.
do you just keep busy?
do you start yoga?
do you date someone else? :/
all of my girlfriends left during my time dating him bc they didn't understand why i stayed. the only one to talk to is my mom. i need you guys.
i need to sleep. i need to eat. my body needs to function. i need to feel normal. hopefully one day i will be the girl inspiring other people. knowing what it feels like to move on and be happy again. but until then, advice please
inwonderland8 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 Sep 1, 2010