Danger: Critical Collapse Imminent

I've waited. I've prayed. I've cried. I've listened. I've loved. But I've never been loved back. Sure, my parents love me, but they dont take my problem seriously, its a joke to them. Sure, my brothers love me, but they dont understand. Sure, my friends love me, but some dont understand, and the rest lie and say they do. I just want to be loved by a girl for once. I was surviving for so long, until my best friend said we couldnt be friends anymore. That was 6 days ago. Im starting to lose myself. And nobody can stop it. Nobody can stop this downward spiral of depression. I need help desperately, but I cant get it. I just want it all to end. I want it over. I cant give up, but I cant hang on for much longer. Save me, while there's stil someone to save.
DGSteele DGSteele
26-30, M
3 Responses May 16, 2012

Your young LOVE will happen. I know it is hard to understand but you need to be patient and when your not trying or so depressed you will find love. Maybe hang out where the girls are to find some like the beach places there are lots of girls.I feel for you and hope you will be better and get out of the depression your in. Take care of yourself and i hope the best for you.

No beach here. City I live in is inland.

Well where ever girls hang out than LOL The beach I go to is at a lake not an Ocean.

It can be really difficult at time to move along, but focous on a goal you want so much. Then every day try to do something that will help accomplish your set goal, and when you reach it, set another. But unfortunately your gonna run into obstacle which you must try and you will, get around them.

I try that. With education and job etc its going great. But with love, romance, nothing works.

You should count yourself lucky that so many people love you. If you pull yourself together maybe other girls you encounter won't be so frightened making friends with you. As for your best friend.. maybe she is distancing herself from you because you are trying to elevate/degrade your friendship to an altogether new level.

Not to be rude, but it sounds like you have no clue how much pain Im feeling. Firstly, the best friend thing is not like that. I never wanted a dating relationship from it. She just said it hurts that I like her. Secondly, I have no problems making friends with girls, they just never like me in that way. Lastly, I think of myself positively, and it doesnt help at all.

She says “it hurts that I like her”? You're right, I have no clue what's going on. My asexuality, I guess.