Me Selfish?I cant stand people calling me selfish without knowing how much I`m enduring alone just to save them from this crap.
When someone calls me selfish because of the tiniest thing I dont feel like doing for them(I`m depressed,I dont feel like doing anything people!) it just feels like a punch on my face.
Am I selfish? really? if you only knew what I`m doing for you,bottling inside all this pain so you wont have to see it.Keeping my tears away from your sight so you dont have to worry.
Taking pills when you cant see me, crawling out of bed when I just want to curl up and stay in the dark.Even smiling for you when I`m dying inside.
And I`m selfish?