Struggling, But Improving

I'm not sure how to explain myself, but I am going to try my very best.
Life is a struggle for everyone, some worse than others of course. Also, not everyone handles it the same way. After dealing with bullying for the past 5 years, I view life differently. I do not want to hurt myself anymore. I don't want to keeps having thoughts about starving myself. I don't want other people defing me anymore. So you know what? I am refusing to now. I am not going to let the world define me. As confident as I might sound, this is not easy for me, it is something that I struggle with everyday. But I am much better than what I have been told I am, and I feel like it is time to prove alot of people wrong. I still have awful days where a wither away and confine myself from the world, or just have a complete breakdown. However, I listen to my music, write all my horrid thoughts in my journal, and step out of my morbid state with my chin held high. The world will not define me anymore.

Yes, I am struggling, but I am not going down without a fight. And neither should you. Get a chip on your shoulder, keep your head held high, and march through life and BE YOU.

I know that with God, and support from great people, I can overcome anything...and so can you.
7blondemoments 7blondemoments
18-21, F
Dec 9, 2012