I Don't Really Understand...

    I feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't understand why, but I feel like everything is just turned upside down. I have always been able to rationalize my life and keep my feelings in check, but not lately. Everything is just the way it always is normally, but for some reason lately that isn't really good enough. All day I feel like I need to do more, or just something else. I wish I knew what to do about this feeling, I am tired of feeling this way.

   I also feel quite alone. I have great friends, and my wife who loves me. I don't really feel like my wife and friends understand what I am going through, and I don't have the words to explain it anymore. I feel like my life doesn't fit me anymore, or maybe I don't fit my life anymore. I don't feel the same connection to my wife that I had before, I don't feel the same connection to my friends anymore.

 

   I think the worst part of this is that I don't understand why I feel this way. I really need to figure this out, I am losing it and I cant get a grip.

cidcolada cidcolada
26-30, M
2 Responses Feb 8, 2010

Presence,<br />
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I have started to think the same thing. I don't really know what triggered this, but I really wish that things would just go back to the way they were. I also agree that there is something therapeutic about writing all of this down, not just writing but where somebody can read it.<br />
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Thanks for your comments, I really appreciate all of the input.

you are lucky to have great ppl in your life... You should thank God!<br />
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I think you have been in a same routine or job for years thats y you are feeling so... you need a change.