What He Said...

I'm a 53 year-old man who's never really come out of the closet, partly because I've never really been doing much of anything IN that closet. I've lived most of my life as a Straight Christian man. I've had issues, going back to childhood, that have always ensured that gay sex was always a "secret option" but an option that I was perfectly fine never practicing as long as I was in a happy relationship with the opposite gender.

Now, I'd class myself as being truly Bisexual. I want to be with women, both sexually and relationship-wise, but I also want to have sex with other men.

If I do find a new girlfriend, I don't want to be dishonest about myself anymore. I'd need for the woman to understand that I'm bisexual. She'd also have to understand that my attraction to men does NOT mean I'd cheat on her. I'm a faithful guy.

But the truth is, it's been hard for me to find a woman who didn't eventually cheat on me. So maybe it's all academic.

This is my struggle.
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51-55, M
Dec 11, 2012