Struggling? Always... Comes With Being Bi I Suppose...I can't lie to myself. I am who I am and I am happy about that. I love women, and I love men. That's just the way it is, and will be. It is a struggle though. When to come out? Who to come out to? Keep it a secret, or only tell a couple of trusted friends? I don't know.
I'm in the military, so that contributes a lot to the so called struggle. Makes things more confusing then they should be probably. It also makes coming out that much more difficult.